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Monday, March 28, 2011

My top ten favorite lesbian interest films

Here is a list of my top ten favorite lesbian films.

1. Heavenly Creatures
2. Better Than Chocolate
3. The Four-faced Liar
4. Imagine Me and You
5. The Incredibly True Story of Two Girls in Love
6. But I'm a Cheerleader
7. Intentions
8. Bound
9. What Makes a Family
10. The Secret Diaries of Miss Anne Lister

Thursday, November 4, 2010

lime green and red

Bad habits are back
I'm bleeding lime green and red
I've lost my control again
Drained by the world I live in
Angered by the people I'm surrounded by
I'm bleeding lime green and red
In my mind I fly above the clouds
Feeling almost brand new
Finally some sleep at night
I'm bleeding lime green and red
One track mind to stay alive
I feel like my old self again
One more reason to tell a lie
I'm bleeding lime green and red

Shadows

Shadows are sleeping in the walls.
Listen closely and you'll hear them call.
Terrible voices of torment and pain.
Maybe you are the one who's going insane?
Can you hear the wispers? Can you hear the screams?
Bloodlust and murder are haunting your dreams.
Chopping and hacking the vermin away,
Eating and burning the debris away.
Cutting and slicing pretty patterns in the rain.
You watch as their blood runs down the drain.
Hundreds of bodies lie under your floor.
Becareful of what lies behind the bedroom door.
The grandest prize of them all, your daughters head on a string.
You dug up the body, its been there since spring.

pills pills pills

Say what you will
about a life of pills,
calming the waves
of a life chaotic.
Pink and blue
and purple pills,
calming the waves
of a life chaotic.
Yellow ones green ones
they are all divine,
calming the waves
of a life chaotic.

I see the faces on the wall,
who's the scariest of them all?
Lights, flashes, voices, and pain.
The beauty of those truely insane.
Nightmares and screams throughout the night
give a person quite a fright.

Believe what you will
about a life of pills.
Calming the waves
of a life chaotic.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

new apartment

Me and Chelsey got a new apartment. we've been here almost a week. I share a room with Trish...It's been weird not having a room to myself again...i got kinda used to be solitary...Thing have been all kinds of fucked up lately...My mind is goin to places that it shouldn't...Dark places...I feel like I'm in ninth grade...The thoughts that run through my head aren't normal...I shouldn't think this way...I'm a monster...

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Now there is nothing left...
I have no reason to try.
There is no point to life.

Time and time again...
As the ages pass by.
I stare at the ceiling and wonder why...

I am meant to be alone...
Never to love or be loved again.
Happiness will never be the same.

I am tormented by her...
She was where I found my happiness.
Her love was where I found pure bliss...

Now all I see is darkness...
Black and claustriphobic...
Dark and catastrophic...

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Beauty returns

Anticipation sweeps across the knight as she awaits her love's return. Time seems to sit still. Her stomache cries out at her because she hasn't eaten. Her hands are shaking and she's sweating. The minuites are creeping by. She's desperately watching the clock, waiting, wondering... Suddenly there is a knock upon the door... There she was...Beauty was standing in the door way...looking amazing as ever...only to slam it in the knights face once more...The knight flees from the castle into the mountians were the caverns will hide her...She screams into the darkness, and sobs from unending dispare...Beauty will never know what she has lost...for the knight fades away slowly into the shadows only to live as a shell among the world... There was nothing left for her. Her love was gone and she had nothing else. Beauty was all she was...She was her everything and now she was nothing... Here is the final ending to a love so sweet and tender...only to be left broken and bleeding for eternity...